I Took Out The Trash Today.


Parker.
24.
Human
Crafter and Creator
A sort of genderqueer/trans*masculine mess.
I am a boy.
Hope you aren't too confused.

Often Confused.
Rambling & Ranting.
Skipping & Stumbling.

AWE!

You all left the best responses my last post! I love you all! I don’t think I have any particularly great photos of the event or anything, but if any good ones get posted on the companies facebook, I’ll try to link you! In the mean time, check out Fruit Punch Productions. It’s still in the new and early stages, but this is going to be something awesome!

It’s my new goal to make as many new Portland friends as possible. I just need to get over the fear of putting myself out there.

Here we go!

EEP!

A guy from Freeport has been missing for a while. I think he went to UMaine and he seemed to be friends with some of my old friends from home.

They found his body today, outside where Chickenfest was this year. :/

Chickenfest is this intense hidden party with a secret location put on every year by UMaine kids. I went to it my freshman year and was lucky that I was with someone who didn’t do any drugs that night, and I was underage and refrained from drinking; since there was a roadblock on our way out, it could have ended badly otherwise.

I’m still not sure what happened to him… If he just got lost, trying to get around a roadblock, or if there was something else to the whole thing.

It’s just really sad.

New/Old Shoes!

New/Old Shoes!

I just found all these photos of myself from when I lived in my old apartment. About a year ago. Around the time I first started to come out. Seeing them is making me feel all THE feelings. Seeing the new and nervous look in my face and the excitement and realization.

So many feeeeelings!

Femmes and Family: Please help me

femmesandfamily:

[tw eating disorder/recovery]

My name is Emma. I have an eating disorder.

I am trying to recover and struggling to eat again. I am asking all of you for help and solidarity.

How can you help?

SEND ME RECIPES.

I want to be excited for food! I want to want to eat. I want to have recipes that…

Oh, tumblr.

I miss you so much. Attempting a life of a grown-up, while much more profitable and functional, lacks the time I would like to devote to you. :(

I feel like I should try to explain my strange interest in Stanley Tucci.

But I can’t.

It just is.

GUYS!

itaketheblame:

I forgot to mention that my lovely friend Parker made me this over break….it takes up a lot of room haha.

So everyone knows I made stuff and sell it right?! Look at this! For a very reasonable rate, you too can be the proud owner of a face-eating scarf!

On that note, one of the reasons I’m excited about moving to ONE full time job and not having to deal with two part time jobs, is that I will hopefully be able to get back into crafting and selling goods! Hurray!

Watching Attack the Block because…

Well. Because I can.

And, oh hey, Luke Treadaway…

Edit.

His hair in this bloody movie. I want that haircut! If I wasn’t so fucking impatient!

My mood swings have been fluctuating. 
My brain has been stalling. 
My body has been working overtime.
I spent a while last night, pretending I was talking to someone else. I recounted all the things I’ve hated about my body for as long as I can remember. I then told of all the things I loved. There was a lot of overlap. A Venn Diagram, if you will.
So, excuse this picture, if you’ve seen it before.
But it’s my blog and I really don’t care. <3

My mood swings have been fluctuating.

My brain has been stalling.

My body has been working overtime.

I spent a while last night, pretending I was talking to someone else. I recounted all the things I’ve hated about my body for as long as I can remember. I then told of all the things I loved. There was a lot of overlap. A Venn Diagram, if you will.

So, excuse this picture, if you’ve seen it before.

But it’s my blog and I really don’t care. <3

Says The Boy With The Mass Comm Degree

I think I’m realizing that I have more emotional attachment to fictional characters than the majority of people I meet in real life.

Oooops.

Is this problematic? Eh…